Tuesday, July 21, 2009
night owl... hoot, hoot.
So here it is one in the morning and yet again I can't sleep. It's really starting to bug me. I don't know if I'm just so stressed or what?! The past few weeks I get non-coherent about five at night and because five is just not a good bed time I suck it up until about nine. Kael's in bed sleeping away and here I am not tired. So I do a few relaxing things to try and settle down, watch tv, read a book. Nothing. So I toss and turn until I finally fall asleep. Probably around two or three but I'm not quite sure because I've lost track of time. Anyways, then I suddenly wake up at about five in the morning and I'm no longer tired. Are you kidding me?! So because I've only gotten about three of four hours of sleep I try to go back to sleep. I toss and turn and finally fall asleep and then right on time Kael wakes up at around seven or eight ready to take on the world. I'm butt tired but obviously I can't neglect my child, cause that's just down right mean, so I get up and start my day thinking, "I'll be tired for sure tonight I didn't get any sleep." So I go about my day.... la tee da, tee da. And come dinner time again and I'm a zombie and can't think straight. I get through dinner with out burning the house down or chopping off a finger and think, 'yes, finally getting to bed at a decent hour.' Well bed time rolls around and I'm wide awake....... AH! These have been my nights for the last couple weeks. I think it's really starting to take it's toll on me. I've been such a bum and I can hardly think straight. My brain is turning to mush, but I just can't seem to sleep. So I'm turning to my fellow bloggers.... Am I just weird and need to see a doctor or does anybody else seem to do this too? I'm at a loss. What's your opinion?