night owl... hoot, hoot.

So here it is one in the morning and yet again I can't sleep. It's really starting to bug me. I don't know if I'm just so stressed or what?! The past few weeks I get non-coherent about five at night and because five is just not a good bed time I suck it up until about nine. Kael's in bed sleeping away and here I am not tired. So I do a few relaxing things to try and settle down, watch tv, read a book. Nothing. So I toss and turn until I finally fall asleep. Probably around two or three but I'm not quite sure because I've lost track of time. Anyways, then I suddenly wake up at about five in the morning and I'm no longer tired. Are you kidding me?! So because I've only gotten about three of four hours of sleep I try to go back to sleep. I toss and turn and finally fall asleep and then right on time Kael wakes up at around seven or eight ready to take on the world. I'm butt tired but obviously I can't neglect my child, cause that's just down right mean, so I get up and start my day thinking, "I'll be tired for sure tonight I didn't get any sleep." So I go about my day.... la tee da, tee da. And come dinner time again and I'm a zombie and can't think straight. I get through dinner with out burning the house down or chopping off a finger and think, 'yes, finally getting to bed at a decent hour.' Well bed time rolls around and I'm wide awake....... AH! These have been my nights for the last couple weeks. I think it's really starting to take it's toll on me. I've been such a bum and I can hardly think straight. My brain is turning to mush, but I just can't seem to sleep. So I'm turning to my fellow bloggers.... Am I just weird and need to see a doctor or does anybody else seem to do this too? I'm at a loss. What's your opinion?

Surprise, surprise

So I was just telling a friend that Kael really hasn't been interested in crawling. Her little boy is two months younger than Kael and he is already starting to crawl. Kael can stand to be on the floor for about an hour a day total and then he wants to be held or entertained or both. So obviously the lack of floor time has been affecting him. So tonight when I came home Chase showed me this video. I was so excited!!! I know it's just the inch worm crawl but that's how it starts and then they learn the rest. Yay for Kael!!

I finally got it!!!!

I know it's stupid to be excited for a job INTERVIEW... yes an interview not even sure if I will even get the job. But let me explain the excitement. I decided a while ago that I wanted to go to Carsten's Institute for hair. I was going to do their esthetician program first and then their cosmo program. I ended up loving the skin care stuff so I stopped their. One month after I graduated I was licensed and ready to take on the skin care market... Look out world here I come! Well after months of looking for a job and no one even interested in giving me the time of day, I got pregnant. So.... NO ONE would even consider me I tried to get a job for almost a year with no success. So I gave up and figured I would try again after Kael was born and old enough for me to leave. Well that time came and went and I couldn't decide if I really wanted to leave my baby and go to work for a while. I decided now is the time before I have another baby and then it will be even harder for me to leave. So the past couple of months I have been searching for a job again. Today I finally got a call back!!! I was so shocked because I had just sent them an email to them last night. They call me this morning and wanted to meet for an interview. I felt it went okay but I don't know if I was what they were looking for. The salon is really really nice and I would love to have the opportunity to work there, but we will see. She said that there are a bunch more interview that she's doing and then she was going on vacation so she won't be able to let me know if I even got the job or not for two whole weeks. Oh well. I know if I'm suppose to get it I will. And I know that if I don't get the job at least I got the practice. It's been almost three years since I've had to interview for a job. I have been unemployed for the last, almost, two years. I am going to keep on looking and hope I get lucky again, or just hope that I get this job. I'm so EXCITED!!! Wish me luck?

So every year we go to Holbrook for the fourth. They have an awesome firework show and my father-in-laws family is there. We hang out at the cabin in Pinetop then we head to Holbrook for the show. It  was seriously so relaxing and such a treat to be able to go.

My niece had her birthday while we were up there.

Hanging out at the cabin

I absolutely love this face. This is the first time I've been able to get it on camera. He is always making this pouty face, it's so funny, and his cheeks just make it better. I laugh everytime I look at this picture. I hope it makes you giggle too. :)

Visiting and sharing dinner

Beautiful Arizona Sunset

Sparklers!!!

Fun with glow sticks

The Show started!!

Kael loved the fireworks. He didn't really like them at first but then he was hypnotized. He just sat on daddy's lap and enjoyed the show.

The END

Monkey Around

I have two monkey's that like to hang out in my living room and cause trouble.

Kael loves that stupid monkey. Mostly because it's really soft, and because he likes to chew on it's tail. He loves soft anything, blankets, toys, whatever. The easter bunny gave him that monkey in his easter basket because it was only a dollar. Who knew he would love it so much?